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sometimes you get drunk and say stupid things that don't concern you. most of the time I get drunk I don't remember things, and although its no excuse, I feel like shit that I may have said something that hurt someone i care about. I am really trying to get out of the pattern, and most stupid things I have done have been because of drinking. its a sharp wake up call to figure out its a problem. its a sharp wake up call to figure out who your friends really are. this makes no sense, but i guess more of a reminder to cut it out heather, grow up, you can be such a piece of shit. realizing this, where do you go now?